tata titi tutuuuu -______-

honestly, i am freaking out babe! ticket flight umi bayar guna master card n aku lah yg mngisi nyeee mase nak booking tu. but then, when all the ticket were printed out, i just realised the tickets contain a lot of mistakes, most of the names tak same ngan ic. takpe ke? hmm, pastu kan, aku spttnye miss dah jd mr. pulak, haha.
doa2 je la lepas, umi ckp die nak saman air asia , kalau dieorg tak bg kami lepas, hahaha.

okay, bye sume. ni first time sy naik flight.
n FYI, sy mabuk laut n mabuk darat. harap x mabuk udara, heeee.

childhood friend.

When I was studying in Kelantan during my year 6, I met this awesome guy. He’s done so many things which blew me away at that time. I am doing this since I felt that I should thank you for being so nice to me. I’ve never get treated like that before. Then, after few years of disappearing, we met again in fb. We used to skype, but only stayed for awhile. Maybe you’re busy with your study. I understand, I guess I should. Now, here we are. I just told my mom about you, I mean your presence.

Mom said ‘ when a guy pushes you away out of his life, he has another girl’

But I guess you’ve another reason for this.

hmm...

immune system broke down.

sekian, nak rehat, saket. bye.

burst of anger.

i am going to ask for an apology.
i felt guilty after what i've done.
tapi kalau org lain pon mrh kot.

ceritanya camni, mamat negro ni. die main smlm tp die dtg ptg ni.
then, die ckp abg boy bg duet koyak.
he asked me to change the money cause he can't use it.
tapi kan, mcm mane aku nak tau die ckp btul?
abg boy lak confident ckp die bg duet elok.
mamat negro tu pakse2 aku. serabut ah.
lastly, bg jugak laaaa. aku agak anti mamat negro ni sbb ... adelah hal silam.
lately, die memuramkan hari aku ngan prangai die.
abg boy pon same je.
hmm...
da tak smgt nak jage cc cam dulu.

i am sick.

hukhuk.
sorethroat
selsema mcm teruk.
da makan panadol , minum air asam jawa.
org ckp la, macik kdai runcit yg suh beli.
tapi ta sembuh lg.
ta larat even da tido satu hari td.
ntah mcm mane sok nak idup.
penat nyeeewww.

from now on..

honestly, i know my degree will be harder than asasi.
tapi malas tu kan racun paling berbisa.
so sape menang? malas ke rajin? haha.
alasan sgguh kau ni, alin,

mr yunn texted me : wan, lupa nak bagi advice semalam untuk tesl. The advice is to read and read anything you can get your hands on, books, magazines, anything on music and popular culture would be helpful. in short, never stop reading. Will be helpful for your coursework later as your vocab is bigger. looking forward to you working in mrsm as a teacher and warden. take care.

dah bace an, tade mende nak explain. tp aku syg sir aku. sporting sgt. masuk kls dia, konfem aku tak tido! :D

interview medsi.

this post is specially created for atiqa salleh but then, someone wanna see it then i just put it here. 


Tell us about yourself.

My name is..... I am the eldest among three siblings. Before I pursue my study into Asasi TESL UiTM, I have been going to two schools. The first one was a public school which is SMK Seri Serdang. I know that I have to put a lot of hard work since I need to get a good grades for my PMR. Luckily, I got straight A’s for PMR. Then, I got an offer from MRSM Pengkalan Hulu. When I studied there, I have become an independent person as my parents are not around anymore. After that, I have been chosen to be the Vice President of BWP. BWP is an organization to organize schools’ activities and also take care of student’s welfare. Due to that, I have developed my leadership skills and communication skill which are most important values for a teacher to have and I think I have mastered that very well. HAHA.

What makes you different from other people?

I have passion in teaching. I know that to be a teacher is a big challenge for today’s world but I am ready for that. My mom is a teacher and she’s just not an ordinary teacher. What can I see is she’s happy with her job eventhough she has a lot of things to take care of. She’s a discipline teacher and also the head of Kelab Guru. If she can do this, why not me? Instead of that, I have more creative ideas to make an interactive teaching approach. Do you want me to show you? (die tak minx aku ngajar, tapi aku yg offer)

Then, mase kau nak ajar nih, kau kena anggap yg kau ajar students in weak class, so kena ajar melalui gambar ke, ape2 lah yg attractive :D (aku pilih tajuk adjectives so aku lukis gambar pempuan gemuk n based on that pic, aku ajar dieorg)

Tell us about UPM history.

UPM has been called as Universiti Pertanian Malaysia and then, the name was officially changed to Universiti Putra Malaysia by Tun. Dr. Mahathir bin Mohamad in 1997.

What can you contribute to UPM?

Since I have an experienced to be a leader by becoming the Vice President of BWP, who knows that I could be one of the MPPs here? BWP in MRSM is just the same as MPP in Uni since we are being chosen through an election.

Why you chose UiTM as your first choice? Why not UPM?

As we know, UPM is a versatile and top university in Malaysia, but my lecturers in UiTM advised me to put UiTM as our first choice in UPU.

Jawatan2 dalam kementerian pendidikan kena tahu.

Pasal tebiu ni, rasanya sume org ckp melayu except for tesl, tapi ade jugak interviewer yg nak kau speaking masa terangkan pasal ‘about yourself’.

GOOD LUCK! Tanpa usaha , takde kejayaan. Make preparation , kalau boley hafal.

today is the day.

smoga dipermudahkan Allah utk interview upm tesl ni :)
kul 9 tuuuu. zZZZ.haha.

menyesal x mintak.

dulu aku hasut meor jangan amek kplspm, skng aku yg menyesal. okay, nak nanges. bye.
:'(

mira. mira

fine, real mira lg lawa,

pengkalan hulu , yahooo!!

at last, i made it! i went to ph today with nur atiqa salleh and family :D
menarik. ade certain conversations yg aku nak highlight kan :

cg kamal ckp 'wan, kenapa ngan kamu ni? da makin gemok (gelak manja).
ala, sy gemok sbb cg dah tak ajar sy pj dah, ok, sedey bile tringat cg ajar sy dulu , best!

cg zul ckp ' wan, sy nmpak kamu makin kurus lah'
okay, aku tak tau dah sape btul, haha. tp aku caye cg kamal lg, heee.

cg aminah , lupe name aku. agak touching :/

cg hazlin ckp, 'alaa, kamu dah amek result, trus taknak dtg sini' tp bile da jumpe die nak cepat lak. ade hal.

cg jasmi dapat tgk muka je, haha.

mr yunn, die cool mcm dulu. syg sgt ngan dia. act he's my inspiration for me to take tesl. die tanye psl lela, aku agak jealous :P

abg van yg salu bwk aku gi klinik ingat aku, sbb aku suke kelentong sakit dulu, haha

cg norassikim trkejut bile tiqa ckp die dpt upsi. sbb cg dgr die dpt overseas. HAHA.

tiqa dapat intebiu kimia tp tiqa suke tido dlm kls cg aminah dulu so cg aminah tanye ' hang betoi ka tiqa?'haha.
cg gelak gile2, tp aku tau cg bangga ngan dia. :)

In a nutshell, aku rindu sume cg n suasana ph sbb aku tau tmpt lain tak heaven camni . aku sedey tgk bilik P009. aku nak nangis, bye.

okay, menggamit kenangan lalu :-*

ramainye.

ramai dtg umah, okay, ade macik cakap aku da makin comel.
harap korg sume phm yg aku mmg suka mknn n aku mmg takde smgt yg kuat utk diet. hikhikhik.
esok ade org dtg lagi, well, ramai further study n rumah aku da jd R&R.
tp aku suke sbb tak sunyi , YEAH.

bed times.

okay, bile aku tido, aku mimpi.
then mimpi tu memelikkan and out of the box, haha.
smlm mimpi pelik lg,
aku kawen lari n tanpa kbnrn mak aku.
when my mom finds out, she was okay with it and give me some money to live with the new husband.
husband taktau sape. hakhak. yg pasti aku gi umrah pastu.

sometimes dreams try to tell you something.
tp mimpi aku ntah. so aku takut nak tido. haha. okay aku tipu ><

sdey tp aku tabah.

Alhamdulillah, aku dpt temuduga tp utk satu kos je, upm tesl.
that means, goodbye uitm, since i know my cgpa wasn't that great compared to others teslians.
even i have met the minumum requirements but still dieorg xnak, so aku redha.

ade hikmah ;)
-dekat ngan umah
-duet bnyak jimat
-assignment print rumah, bhaha
-takde dah melepak mrepek2. agak sadis ngan khidupan yg plain kelak

aku trpikir utk keje trus sbb kalau temuduga x lps, aku mmg sign ticket for failure in life.
so i have to do great and give my 100%!!!

hanya mampu brserah, aku nak study isu semasa for temuduga on may25th. bye.

jealous!

i love meaghan waller, she's gorgeous! you're my favorite among the rest in  CNTM cycle 3.

everybody going overseas, fineee.

mentang2 cuti 6 bulan. so everyone has planned for going overseas and sy sgt sedey sbb sunyi je malaysia skng tanpa dieorg.. hehe


meor skng gi umrah..
ima pon skng kat london..
wani nak gi bandung..
hidayu bakeesh skng tgh meronggeng di vietnam..
jas lak gi mane tah julai nnti, haiyo..
dan aku gi sabah n srwk je june ni,
at least kuar semenanjung jugak, okay laa..haha

ex bff

smlm kan tetibe mamat ni muncul dalam mimpi,
maybe sbb rindukan die sgt kot, haha. 
okay, tak tipu lini rindu ajip :(
tp die da ade makwe n makwe die jealous yg kami ni bff..
so baik sy berundur kan? ...
hmm.. smoga die happy dgn org yg die syg..

heart that hurts..

do not say anything either i should or shouldn't do . it seems hard when you with me. you make me feel ' you know what, how stupid you are?' , 'you are not good enough' , so it's better to shut my mouth before you say anything that will hurt my heart more. i cannot be 'me' because you always judge me.

anak perempuan...

lately, i have been thinking of trying to become a good daughter as well as learning how to be a good mother in future, hehe. so alin bought this book at mph.

kak lang, my beloved cousin bought a book titled 'doa tokoh pelajar' . i love buying books but sincerely, spending myself reading them until the last page is quite impossible, haha. but i try.

smoga alin jd anak umi yang baik, doakan ye kawan2 :D

having fun with bffs,

Alhamdulillah, medsi test da lepas, hopefully i pass. so that i can prepare myself for the next stage, the interview..

Tak sangke yg mira n nabil were having the test at the same place, so i decided to spend my time with my bestfriends, mira n ayu.. so i slept at mira's home for two days. 

then, we went to ALAMANDA, nak jumpe someone's special which is mira's own, haha. mamat tu kerja sane, so we thought of disturbing him while he's working. then, we ate at alamanda's food court, the foods quite satisfying. Late at night, we went to MY BOX, ibu mira pon ikut skali. ibu was bored at home as she was alone, :D

the next day, we made choc. bgn punye awl, awl laaa sgt kan? haha. ayu and alin feel so excited since this is our first time. mira , tauke buat choc.. so we learned it how to make the chocolates, sdp sgt! alin and ayu duk umah mira makan choc je. HAHA.

kebetulan, since now is May, so alin pon beli choc utk umi n abah, utk hari ibu n hari bapa..comel kan? thnks mira n ayu for decorating it nicely. love ya!

thanks girls, hrp2 korg dtg umah alin pulak yeee >.<