i wanna share something and this post might turn out very long and i warn you not to read okay, haha.
i have two brothers. both are twins. well, since they are going to take spm this year, i am willing to teach them certain subjects that i could. actually they are arts stream students. so for the past 3months, i have been tutoring my brothers at home and every single night we did that. however, i became less enthusiast and less spirit in teaching them anymore. they are very lazy and what can i say is they are not interested in studying. i am not sure because of what. but i think the gf thingy is really disturbing. because during my high school years, i just have to refuse to go along with this couple thing instead focus more on my study. maybe mrsm environment differs from public school. huh. then, everytime i got back home from work, both of them, were sitting on the comp table passionately playing dota together. i always give advice and always blabber which is good huh. i thought. cause that's the only thing that i can do at the moment. one thing for sure , they do not have their own goal in their lives. if i ask them, i know they stiil do not know what they gonna be and gonna do in future but they know that they want to live happily with their gf( i read their phones , wink, haha). and for the sake of truth, they are not going to marry the girl because thousand of girls in university are much more pretty than they have in schools now! sometimes i cried about this cause i feel responsible to take care of my brothers to make their lives better... hmm, i dont know what else i could do. whatever they are like, i am still their sis and i will change them from now. i will try.
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| mase kecik lg comey kan, haha. |
