i used to be great once.

when i was in high school, i feel like i am on top of the world and overly happy with what i owned at that time, the title like you have the power to control something big and the strong bond between friends, and last but not least, having an affair with some guys.

but now, i guess i have grown up.

i have been matured enough after i took asasi tesl. i've learned those aren't matter to me anymore.

maybe friends and cousins have influenced me so much to be a better person. 

life is too short to live so make it wonderful and prepare for the hereafter before it's too late.

ps: Allah, please help me to endure this pain in getting close to you. amin...