song for broken hearted girls

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cf1knRPrg-0&feature=related

try to hear this, maybe it helps you :)

InsyaAllah..

IF I WERE GIVEN A CHANCE ONCE IN MY LIFE TO CHOOSE MY ZAUJ, I WOULD PICK THE BEST AMONG THE REST. HOWEVER, NOBODY IS PERFECT RIGHT? AT ONE POINT, I JUST REALISED THAT I SHOULD HIDE MY FEELING TOWARDS YOU. BECAUSE I KNOW IF WE ARE MEANT TO BE TOGETHER, ALLAH WOULD HELP ME IN GETTING YOU. NOTHING CAN CHANGE THE FATE. ALLAH SWT IS FAIR AND JUST. HE KNOWS WHAT’S THE BEST FOR HIS SERVANT. SOMETIMES I WONDER ‘WHY WOULD A NICE GUY LIKE YOU WANT ME IN HIS LIFE?’ IF IT TURNS OUT TO BE DIFF FROM WHAT I’VE EXPECTED, I IMPLY THAT YOU DESERVE SOMEONE WHO IS MUCH BETTER INSTEAD OF ME, AND ALLAH HAS PREPARED ME THE BEST MAN TO REPLACE YOU. WHAT I NEED TO DO IS JUST PRAY TO ALLAH TO DECIDE.

P/S: I JUST NEED TO WAIT FOR THE RIGHT ONE TO COME AT THE RIGHT TIME, AMIN... 

AN IDEAL MAN, HEHE..

SY TAK NAK LAKI HENSEM SBB NNTI KEHENSEMAN DIE AKAN HILANG N MAYBE DUGAANNYA BNYAK SBB ORG NAK KEBAS DIE DR SY. HAHA.

SY TAK NAK LAKI BAIK SBB SATU HARI DIE BOLEY JE JADI JAHAT N CURANG PASTU TGGLKAN SY..HUKHUK

SY TAK NAK LAKI YG SWEET TALKER SBB SATU HARI DIE AKAN KUARKAN KATE KESAT SDGKAN AYAT MANIS DIE YG SAYA PUJE SELAMA NI..

SY TAK NAK LAKI YG “TOUGH” SBB BILE TUA NNTI, DIE KEDING JUGAK.HAHA. SIX PACK PUN ILANG. SO SAD.

SY TAK NAK LAKI KAYA SBB DUET TU KAN MAK AYAH DIE PUNYE. HEHE.

SY TAK NAK LAKI YG PGG2 PEMPUAN LAIN SBB USTAZAH CKP ‘KEMANISAN MASA AKAD NIKAH NNTI TAK DAPAT DIRASAI SBB DAH BIASA PGG2 NIH ‘


SO.. AWAK…SY NAK LAKI YG RAPAT NGAN ALLAH SUPAYA DIA BOLEY BIMBING SY N SY CKP NI PUN UTK DIRI SY JUGAK.  SESUNGGUHNYA ORANG YG BERIMAN ADALAH ORG YG PALING DISAYANGI ALLAH.. CAHAYA KEIMANAN DI WAJAH AWK DAH MAMPU CAIRKAN SY..DAN KEKURANGAN AWK ADALAH KELEBIHAN PD SY..HEEE.

p/s: umi tolong cari yg camni tau. akak tak jumpe lagi laaa. :)

date date, :D

sitting calmly on my bed at the moment after went out with him, HAHA. okay, to make things clear, HIM is my lil bro and we went to MINES to look out for his revision books for SPM, heee.

other than books, i bought a GREEN HEADPHONE for me, cute kan? :) RM19 je, 

it is extremely hot during sunny day to take mini bus! 

*my mom tak bg naik moto :( 

ni shahrul , tinggi kan? tak layak jadi adek kott :P

7 THINGS TO DO BEFORE HOLIDAY ENDS!

after thinking hard about the plan of having meaningful holiday, i came up with sooo many ideas, HAHA :


1. be a good teacher for my twin brothers at home
( SPM is coming soon ) (march april)


2. work at cyber cafe (april may)


3. learn how to make dessert ( for abah)(may)


4. hang out with some girls and.... boys if they want to, heee,(may)
- go to our former school , PH<3


5. volunteer in any beneficial program(may june)


6. doing some adventurous activities, maybe go for hiking, etc.(may june)


5. going to zoo, or museum (may june)


7.working as CSC (dealing with plates, etc) at KFC mines , i don't want to be a cashier! (june july august) 


i love experiences, i love to be around ppl as i talk alot! HAHA. if you have any programs that i could join in, you are very pleased to ask me. :)))


p/s: sometimes you can't always get what you want right? and the same goes for me :))