wordless wednesday.

my huge mirror which i bought a few days ago just broke into pieces. i guess i am not that good at taking care stuffs. that's why i always lose something valuable.

syaitan hasut aku.

aku taktau knapa tp mlm ni saket sgt hati ngan certain ppl in my life.
aku rasa mcm nak sekeh2 je sorg2.
sbb x memahami aku.
kalau kwn tu, tlg la rajin2 kan diri nak tegur, ni kita je asek trhegeh2 kat dia. penat la mcm tu.
smpaikan skng ni, aku dah mls nak tego bila once aku dpt detect dia prangai cmni...
ade satu jenis lg, yg suka ditch ppl. at first, they are like the nicest person on earth and i would fall for him. tp bila  dia rasa mcm nak jauhkan diri, dia boley bla je cmtu like nothings happens. so sad.
geram2 , aku taktau knp mlm ni yg jd mlm tak baik n utk aku kutuk2 org. sorry tp rasa mcm nak luahkan je. gram ni...

loneliness is killing me.

how i wish you could be mine,

yes, there was this abang who has such a great body to see and be with, no offend. :D

well, he's handsome but still, no guarantee for a great future.

abang has no job, i guess. but he's hot. he's six packs. dammit!

he asked me out and said if i could go for a dinner with him.

i replied 'never mind, i was full abang' but deep inside, omg! abg ajak kuar, wahh, mimpi jd realiti. hahaha.

ps for me:

okay , since adek takde kerja so lately nampaknye smakin mnggatal ye tangan2 dan mulut2, so balik la ke pangkal jalan ye adek. jangan dekat ngan mana2 abg, tundukkan pandangan anda, hahaha.

ni bukan abg tu tau :P

i used to be great once.

when i was in high school, i feel like i am on top of the world and overly happy with what i owned at that time, the title like you have the power to control something big and the strong bond between friends, and last but not least, having an affair with some guys.

but now, i guess i have grown up.

i have been matured enough after i took asasi tesl. i've learned those aren't matter to me anymore.

maybe friends and cousins have influenced me so much to be a better person. 

life is too short to live so make it wonderful and prepare for the hereafter before it's too late.

ps: Allah, please help me to endure this pain in getting close to you. amin...

the lucky ones, congrats.

my bff, she has gotten into one of this universitas in Indon. great huh? jelaous me. fineeee. nak tgglkan aku, hmm, org blaja rajin2 pergi oversea. nothing to say except all the best hun!

next is wani, congrats too for your good news. i bet i'm the only one who knew about this. butttt, she didn't want to tell me further about it, im okayyy with it, :D

tiqa, she's missing his husband, haha. well, he just went to russia. huh, sape suh cari laki pandai :P, (ape aku merepek ni, kbye)

i miss my uni's life, huh//